Blue Christmas
I've decided to post again.
I've been really busy with the end of year at school and numerous festive gatherings. Plus with my lap-top being stolen from my classroom, I haven't had ready access to the net. I've also had my fair share of relationship struggles. Sometimes I feel I'm living the Bridget Jones life. At one moment I am deleriously happy with someone, the next I'm left heart-broken. I'm not an overly emotional person, in fact I tend to hold everything in, and I HATE crying infront of people. But I think that as I get older and learn more about myself I'm also more comfortable opening up to people. The down-fall of this is that it gives people the chance to hurt you. I went through a stage of 'numbness' earlier this year, and so I believe all these emotional ups and downs has been good for me; I feel more 'real'. It also allows me to be more creative, I am motivated to paint and draw again, something I have put off for too long now.
This seems highly personal to put on a blog, but I want people to remember that we need unhappiness to contrast happiness. It is also very cheesey, but there's a reason cliches are cliches.
I want to wish everbody a lovely Christmas and I hope you are all well.
Take care
I've been really busy with the end of year at school and numerous festive gatherings. Plus with my lap-top being stolen from my classroom, I haven't had ready access to the net. I've also had my fair share of relationship struggles. Sometimes I feel I'm living the Bridget Jones life. At one moment I am deleriously happy with someone, the next I'm left heart-broken. I'm not an overly emotional person, in fact I tend to hold everything in, and I HATE crying infront of people. But I think that as I get older and learn more about myself I'm also more comfortable opening up to people. The down-fall of this is that it gives people the chance to hurt you. I went through a stage of 'numbness' earlier this year, and so I believe all these emotional ups and downs has been good for me; I feel more 'real'. It also allows me to be more creative, I am motivated to paint and draw again, something I have put off for too long now.
This seems highly personal to put on a blog, but I want people to remember that we need unhappiness to contrast happiness. It is also very cheesey, but there's a reason cliches are cliches.
I want to wish everbody a lovely Christmas and I hope you are all well.
Take care
posted by Lis | 3:17 pm
3 Comments:
Love you Lis'
Fantastic you are back into painting Lis, that's very cool. What do you have on the go at the moment? Funny how you read these things on a blog :)
Shite, Luke
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